I CAN NOT FIND IT

Colombia

2020 – 30 min.– Analog video

World Premiere

Language / Language Spanish | Director  Mariana Jimenez Velez | Producer / Producer Mariana Jimenez Velez and Nelson Mauricio Vasquez  | Script / Screenplay n/a | Editor Mariana Jimenez Velez | Photography Mariana Jimenez Velez and Nelson Mauricio Vasquez  | Cast / Cast Mariana Jimenez, Jose Hernando Jimenez

Mariana looks at the videos of her childhood and, unable to evoke those moments in her memory, wonders who those memories belong to and how her life story reflects the missing fragments instead. What is the difference between memories, dreams, inventions and videos? The cassette images seem objective but she instead finds them false. True memories are blurry as seen through a window: aged voices and brick walls. Submerged in oblivion, Mariana looks for answers in the forest, the mirror and the defect, but even so she cannot find the lost memory.